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Week 7 – Random Thoughts on Love and Success

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Borrowing my title from Thomas Sowell, one of my favorite authors, I’ve been pondering the first two of Mandino’s scrolls and how they intersect, especially in the last sentence of Scroll 2 — ” I will greet this day with love, and I will succeed.” First confession:  when I saw the first line of Scroll 2, I really once again considered just dropping this whole course. My subby has been keeping me “safe” from “love” for so many years that I was totally unprepared to confront the subject here in this “business improvement” arena.

Actually the first time I considered “disappearing” was when the instruction came to publish blogs so everyone who knows me could follow my progress…but then, I never use any social media to keep in touch with people (mainly because I’ve never taken time to learn how, and also I’m a pretty private person), so my subby has been keeping me safe by causing some kind of challenge with every new learning experience. (Remember my first blog had no entry??)  But through the last  few weeks, I have gradually taught good ole subby that it’s not so dangerous out there to venture into the unknown — MKMMA teammates have been so encouraging and helpful, and have shared so many of their own struggles that I don’t feel so embarrassed about my own shortcomings (too much EGO perhaps??) So I am learning how to invite my email readers to my blog site, and then seeing what happens.

Back to random thoughts — a very insightful mentor many years ago challenged me with the idea that failure really isn’t the opposite of success. Every successful person has overcome countless failures, just as a child learning to walk falls many times, but no one sees him as a failure! The real opposite of success is settling or giving up — perhaps allowing that subby to convince one to stay comfortable and safe. Could that be what has happened to so many of our teammates whose blog addresses have disappeared?

As Mandino says, failure is simply man’s inability to reach his goals in life. Perhaps that could be expanded to say, man’s decision to stop working on reaching his goals, or, as in my case, never having a clear positive goal envisioned to work toward. One of the biggest benefits of this course so far, for me, has been to finally clarify my Definite Main Purpose – envisioning “For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works (DMP), which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.” (Ephesians 2:10) As the Master Keys describes in 5:14-16, There is a fine estate awaiting a claimant…You are the heir!…To claim this estate,  three processes are necessary: You must earnestly desire it. You must assert your claim. You must take possession. Then, you must use it!  5:25: This means you must give before you can receive.

I think that’s probably enough food for thought on success — so now on to “Love.”  Mandino proclaims at the end of Scroll 2 that “…all hate is let from my veins for I have not time to hate, only time to love.” It seems like somewhere in my studies in psychology and counseling that love and hate are two sides of the same coin, emotions that keep one tied to the object of the emotion, and sometimes interchangeable from moment to moment? In my own life, I can honestly say that I have not felt the emotion of hate, at least as I understand it, for a very long time.

As I mentioned earlier, my faithful subby has kept a tight rein on most emotions, so for me, the opposite of love is simply indifference, kind of like the advice in the 7-Day Mental Diet, page 16 – “I do not accept it.”  I enjoy my life and most all people, I like to help and encourage people, I am generally upbeat and happy around people, but to “love” is, at the moment, not a place I’m ready to encourage my subby to let me go.  But then, being in this seminar may be why God sent me here?  For now, I am a willing observer…

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Author: masterkey4MaryLou

Who am I? I have to think about that...a loner who really likes people, a "tomboy" more comfortable in jeans who enjoys dressiing up, a country girl who is fascinated by city life (for a few minutes anyway), a writer who would rather read, a homebody who looks forward to traveling (my goal next year-a river cruise in Portugal), a conservative with a liberal heart, a Bible student intrigued by the new mind sciences...in other words, a simple 74-year-old full of contradictions, still trying to decide what I want to be when I grow up. Also, must confess to being addicted to Coast-2-Coast radio when I can't sleep (except October, when the dark side takes over).

10 thoughts on “Week 7 – Random Thoughts on Love and Success

  1. I love reading your blog Marylou. One would think you were an expert. Your words and storytelling are powerful. Maybe you express your love through writing.

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    • Mark, you are so encouraging — thank you! Sometimes just living a long time makes one appear more expert?? Anyway, I am practicing our “be a grateful receiver” promise, and not falling back (completely) into my old habit of denying any praise…thanks for the chance to work on it!

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  2. I loved reading your thoughts Marylou. You are truly moving forward and although its hard, your accomplishing much more than you think! Don’t give up! I have felt the same way and have just started working full time, just moved in w/ the love of my life, and life is pretty hectic for me. I have not been able to get all the activities done so its hard for me to not want to quit. However I will succeed and never give up! Keep in touch! We will be better together!

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  3. I KNOW that God sent you here!! God powers the entire universe with love, so glad you are here with all of us! Thank you for your blog, your honestly and your willingness to stretch yourself. You are amazing!

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  4. Thank you for the experiences and thoughts you put down here!
    Many very nice insights! 🙂
    Enjoy the journey! love to you!

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  5. Marylou, what a GREAT blog post you have written. Very open, very sincere.
    You feel you are not ready to have your subby go to the ‘love-area’….I had that resistance with forgiveness to 1 or 2 individuals.
    What I did was affirming, that I was WILLING to forgive, trusting the process to take it from there…..that now was 8 days ago and I can sense my feelings towards those 1-2 are changing. So, perhaps it would help you to simply affirm ‘I am WILLING to love all humanity’….then trust the process, trust the Universe.
    You are wonderful!

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    • Thanks for sharing your own struggles, Mariska — it sure helps to know we all face some kind of challenge! I actually have been feeling the change of attitude — my reluctance to “love” has been the commitment it seems to involve — it would be easy to “love” everyone if some didn’t take it personally and require more… or perhaps I’m just interpreting “love” wrong? I’m still observing (-:
      Blessings!

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  6. This was great to read! You certainly share your thoughts and experiences. Thank you for letting us in 🙂

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  7. Great reading, tanks for your honesty. I appreciate your style, very easy to read. Why it is from the heart. Thanks again

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